NYC New York Color
I joined a website called Influenster not so long ago. They send you products to try out for free. I received my first Vox box and low and behold one of my favorite brands was included. I love NYC New York Color. I get the stuff all the time in Duane Reade. But this time I received a full size complimentary NYC New York Color Liquid LipShine. And I must say I adore it. It is actually going to be a regular in my purse. It has a 3D gloss effect and its not sticky. ANd thats always important for my lipglosses. I would definetley recommend this. Its super affordable, around 2.50 each, which makes you able to get a number of different shades for the price of all those expensive glosses everyone buys.
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I actually like this song
With all that’s going on I can’t stop thinking about Pete. I miss that man so much. I’ve finally realized that I have never loved anyone after him. My love for others had always been a lie. I lied to them and myself because I wanted so despretly to move foreward n try and have a family. That’s all it was, a lie. but pete was different. He was my soul. I tried with alex, but maybe that’s y we failed. Because I was so concerned with keeping a family together no matter how miserable I was. I lied to him saying he was my world but he knew better. But I have my angel so it was worth it. Kayt n bella are my souls now. But deep down I still have that missing piece that can never be filled. He is the only man to have me crying for over six years n wil have me crying until we are reunited. I miss him so much. No matter what happened we always pulled through it. That was true love, n I was lucky to experience it. RIP my love, you are always in my heart.
Open eyes
Through my eyes I see reality
You can no longer get the best of me
This facade I have foresaken
My heart no longer breaking
From all the lies and deceit that have been unroused.
Once alive
Now barely breathing
The fight for you is no longer appealing
I see you.
The thoughts move so fast, spiralling out of control.
There is no hope
All there is is pain.
You see the guilt.
You see the anger.
But what everyone else sees is nothing but glamour.
The noise, the sight, the smell of despair.
All of which has rotten you to the ground.
You believe you are lost.
You believe you are doomed.
Because all you can see is the chaos consuming you.
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